What I need to stop doing in 2019.

      The thing i need to stop doing in 2019 is smashing bugs. Yes I know that its very weird, but I tend to do it a lot. When I look at bugs I just get this satisfying thought of it exploding. And with it being defenseless and me being like an immortal being to this ant I feel just like a giant who's about to wreck havoc. I also want to stop kicking ant piles because I don't want my home to be just YEETED away by just some random giant. And I feel like it would be the most indescribable pain ever felt to get stomped on. I also want to stop trapping them, and basically torturing them. I would gather insects in a bowl covered in butter (so they can't climb out) and slowly fill it with water and drown them. Or just putting small bugs in water bottles and a tad bit of water and shaking it around vigorously. Anyways that what I will be trying to stop doing in 2019 not because I feel like they have had enough, but because my mommy said not to do so.